It’s my 100th post for 2009!

 

this post is a significant milestone for me. i have been blogging since 2004 and never have i completed more than 100 blog posts in 1 year or come close to it, with the exception of last year. for 2008, i completed exactly 100 for the entire year. this year, i plan to have at least twice that amount when 31 december 2009 rolls around.

this is a big deal for me. unlike a lot of other bloggers, i actually blog about what happens to me or affects me personally. each one of my blogs have a significant meaning to me. i thought about being a blogger that put a significant amount of content out there pertaining to a large range of subjects but i changed my mind. i decided to keep it personal. that is harder than submitting random content on a daily basis. do not get me wrong, i have the utmost respect for bloggers who do that. i am just not one who can do it. i over think things and that process would be a lot harder for me than blogging about myself and my issues.

there are a lot of positives and negatives when it comes to having so many post entries. the positives are the ability to look back at certain moments in time that i may have forgotten about and i have a written record in case i ever get around to writing a book about my life. LOL some negatives are, i actually can relive some messed up moments in my life through my writing and i actually have to take the time to sit down and do this on a regular basis.

well, wish me luck in that i can come up with something interesting to say for the next 5 months of the year.

monte

Social Networking has me scatterbrained!

 

i am beginning to think i need a secretary to keep up with my accounts on Facebook, twitter, Multiply, LiveJournal, Blogger, MySpace, Yahoo, AOL, Live Spaces, Flickr and well you get the point.

why do i have so many accounts? it is because i cannot get ALL of my online friends and associates on to 1 site. there are people who HATE Facebook and twitter. there are those who HATE MySpace. my Facebook friends are a totally different breed than my Multiply and LiveJournal friends. my Live Spaces friends are totally different than my AOL and Yahoo friends. i wish there was a way to consolidate them all into 1 account but there currently isn’t a way.

the reason that i make mention of this, is the fact that i have not been keeping up with the “social” part of social networking. there are replies that i have been meaning to make that are of a more personal nature. i need to reply to a few personal messages, private messages, notes, etc.  and i have not done it. with all of the bouncing back and forth between the different platforms and with the platforms updating their interfacing, i have been accidentally skipping over or missing reply follow ups. also, me messing with the settings of these accounts is messing me up also. i cannot keep all of the promised replies in my head. this is why i am beginning to think i need a secretary. maybe my secretary can keep me informed of all of my replies and updates that i need to attend to.

to anyone who i am supposed to have replied to by now, i do apologize. it is not an intentional thing. i am being pulled into many directions on a cyber level. please be patient because your reply is coming. when i say i hope to talk to you soon, it is not just empty words. so on that note,

i hope to talk to you soon.

monte

I See Dumb People

DICTIONARY.com

THESAURUS.com

REFERENCE.com

ASK.com

ANSWERS.com

GOOGLE.com

WIKIPEDIA.org

ORANGOO.com SPELL CHECK

i hope people take these links that i provide and put them in their links toolbar or bookmarks toolbar. i want to know WHY? WHY? WHY? are there so many illiterate people on the internet today. while i do understand that when i correspond with someone online, it can be from anywhere in the entire world with internet access. i make sure to keep that fact in mind when corresponding. i know that the American version of “English” is not the same worldwide. the people i have issue with are right here in my backyard in the good ole USA. i had NO IDEA there were so many people without basic understanding of verb conjugation, correct adverb and adjective usage. i am not EVEN going to begin on my thoughts about the usage of antonyms, synonyms and homonyms.

by no means am i a scholar. this is why i have the above links, at the ready, whenever i decide to share my thoughts with anyone. do things sometimes get overlooked? of course! we are only human and we are not perfect. what i am talking about goes beyond a few misspelled words and the purposeful use of ebonics when talking. i am talking about the massacre of the English language via internet correspondence. in addition to the disregard for correct English language usage, there is a lack of knowledge of how to use reference tools. most things that are asked on many sites have been answered thousands of times over, already. it is irritating to me when i am asked questions that have answers readily at anyone’s fingertips. i do admit that it can become somewhat frustrating and frightening looking for answers to a subject that you have very little understanding of, to begin with. i am talking about mundane questions. let’s say for example, if you are just curious about making a Mojito, why not just go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mojito, instead of wasting everyone else’s time while trying to explain it to you in a thread that is 5 pages long? by the way, i am going to make a Mojito as soon as i press send. LOL

i started thinking about these irritants over the past few days. i am in the process of job hunting and i have been corresponding with “professionals” via networking sites and their grammar is atrocious! i keep thinking to myself, “REALLY!” i am shocked at some of the people that are “supposed” to be representing companies that i have submitted resumes to. i am also shocked at the lack of knowledge these people have about their company’s culture. i ask questions about different issues pertaining to the idealism of their company and i might as well be speaking French.

i can go on and on about this but i am stopping here. it is getting late and i have ADVANCE REEMPLOYMENT TRAINING that i have to attend at the unemployment insurance training facility in the morning. that should be really fun. if a part of you thinks i am a pompous and arrogant prick for posting this now, wait until i finish with that 3 hour training tomorrow! i hope i do not get kicked out for being a know-it-all asshole. GOOD TIMES will be had by all. LOL

well, good night and i hope tomorrow is a more literate day for us all. btw, a rant on sentence structure and punctuation will be in a follow up blog. LOL

monte

Man In The Box - Passing The Buck

This is just like my old job. I think they followed me around with a hidden camera when this was made.

Man In The Box - Passing The Buck - Watch more Man In The Box

Writer's Block: Bite Me

 

since I get out of bed at sunset and sleep all day, what would be the advantage to getting bitten? Vampires better stop with the nonsense. Don't they know they can get Hepatitis or some other disease from sucking blood? This ain't the 1800s or something. LOL

monte

Job Hunt Excitement

 

well, today is the first day i am getting serious about my job hunt. i am actually really excited about all of this. this gives me something constructive to do with my time.

when i went to the post office to pick up my unemployment checks, there was a letter stating that i needed to come into the office for “advanced reemployment” training this Thursday. i have to bring in at least 6 job contacts, unemployment check stubs, the letter sent and my resume.

normally, this would stress the average person out because they would “actually” have to start looking for a job. LOL i look at this at the motivating push i needed. i actually look at job hunting as a hobby. next to fixing computers, it is my next love. i love the challenge of job hunting. i look at it as an actual hunt. job hunting makes use of my ADHD skills. i have never not gotten a job that i have interviewed for. why? it is because i become overly prepared. sometimes i end up knowing so much about the company’s background that it confuses the interviewer. i always like the look of surprise on their faces when i start commenting about the company’s “culture”.

i will be sending out resume, interviewing and job hunting tips periodically throughout the week.

i am now ending this so i can start updating my resume and sending it out. wish me luck and i hope to talk to you soon.

monte

Does my manner of commenting offend you? (1am rambling)

lately, i have been wondering if people have been a little put off by the way that i may phrase a comment or a reply to an article, blog or post.

i find myself apologizing internally for the way i say things but not for what i say. when i say something, i mean it. i feel as though i am stepping on toes with the way that i say things. i do not purposefully say things to be rude or offensive. to me, it just seems as though communication is becoming too sensitive. to me, it seems as though communication is trying too hard to be politically correct. i am neither sensitive or politically correct.i say it like i see it and it seems to give others “pause” when they communicate with me.

i have been accused of being an online bully. i have been accused of always wanting to be right. i will be the first one to tell you that i am not a bully because doing that does nothing for me. i am not always right. it is rare that i am wrong, but i am not always right. 9.8 out 10, i have made sure that i have researched the issue at hand before i give my opinion, hypothesis, answer or whatever you want to call it. i love to debate the merits of an answer i have given. trust and believe, if you say i am wrong, you better come with your facts to back it up because Captain ADHD is up for the challenge.

the main reason that i am thinking this way is due to the fact that people used to debate with me on issues in the past but it seems like when i make comments now, i rarely get constructive feedback on issues. what happened to the “agree to disagree” days? what happened to the “put up or shut up” days? and what happened to the “ i’m right until you prove me wrong” days? people are so quick to roll over and play dead when it comes to their opinions and thoughts. i am not talking about the people who TALK OUT OF THEIR ASSES just for fun. they know who they are. i am talking about the people with intelligent conversations and intelligent opinions. where did you go? did i offend you with my manner of commenting? let me know.

 

monte

Shhhh! Blood+ marathon in progress

Blood+ anime
Under the care of her adoptive family, Saya Otonashi has been living the life of an anemic and amnesiac, but otherwise ordinary schoolgirl. Saya’s happy life is shattered when she is attacked by a chiropteran, and learns that she is the only one who can defeat them. ("Chiroptera" is the name of the order of biological classification that contains bats, probably the reason for the vampiric creatures being called "Chiropterans".)
Armed with her sword, Saya embarks on a journey with her family, allies, and Chevalier, Haji, to rid the world of Chiropterans and rediscover her identity. The course of the journey reveals the background history of the chiropeterans and Saya's very deep past, which extends into the mid-19th century.
The series is initially set in present day (September 2005) Okinawa City (Koza), on Okinawa Island, near the US Kadena Air Base. In the course of the series, Saya visits locales across the world, while fighting enemy chiropterans and searching for her origins. Source at Wikipedia

Blood+ veoh link

what have i learned in being unemployed for 30 days?

1. i have learned not to try to squeeze in 2 years of partying in 30 days time.

2. i have learned not to move my sleeping spot into a room without windows. my bedroom has no light whatsoever and i never know what time of day it is when i wake up.

3. i have learned to make sure to not buy too much junk food. what is there to stop you from eating multiple packs of oreos, tgi friday’s appetizers and ben & jerry’s chunky monkey ice cream all in the course of 2 days? there is NOTHING!

4. i have learned to stay away from facebook, multiply, myspace, etc. as much as possible. those quick log ons to send replies some how turned into 8+ hours of sending replies.

5. i have learned that there really is no need to do laundry if i spend entire days in lounging pants, pajamas and boxers

6. i have learned that I CAN run out of stuff to watch on the internet.

7. i have learned that i took my job waaaaaaaaaaay too serious!

8. i have learned that i really do miss going somewhere every day.

9. i have learned that it is really easy to spend mounds of money just to keep from being bored.

10. last, i have learned that i now have to get off of my ass and really look for a job that will fit my personality and make me happy.

monte

Lisa Fischer How Can I Ease The Pain

All alone, on my knees I pray
For the strength to stay away
In and out, out and in you go
I feel your fire
Then I lose my self control

How can I ease the pain
When I know your coming back again
How can I ease the pain in my heart
How can I ease the pain

Evertime that I let you in
You take away something deep within
A fool for love is a fool for pain
But I refuse to love you again

How can I ease the pain
When I know your coming back again
How can I ease the pain in my heart
How can I ease the pain

If it's not love you've come here for
Tell me baby why you're here
knock knock knockin at my door
I can't take it
no more, no more, no more, no more baby
Give me all or nothing at all

How can I ease the pain
When I know your coming back again
How can I ease the pain in my heart
How can I ease the pain

I need to know how
How can I.... ease it
OO, how can I ease the pain
I need to know baby
OO, how can I ease the pain
I need to know how to ease it
How can I ease the pain

Lisa Stansfield - All around the world

Spoken:
I don't know where my baby is
but I'll find him, somewhere, somehow
I've got to let him know how much I care
I'll never give up looking for my baby

Chorus:
Been around the world and I, I, I
I can't find my baby
I don't know when, I don't know why
Why he's gone away
And I don't know where he can be, my baby
But I'm gonna find him

We had a quarrel and I let myself go
I said so many things, things he didn't know
And I was oh oh so bad
And I don't think he's comin' back, mm mm

He gave the reason, the reasons he should go
And he said so many things he never said before
And he was oh oh so mad
And I don't think he's comin', comin' back

I did too much lyin', wasted too much time,
Now I'm here a'cryin', I, I, I

(Chorus)

So open hearted, he never did me wrong
I was the one, the weakest one of all
And now I'm oh oh so sad
And I don't think he's comin' back, comin' back

I did too much lyin', wasted too much time,
Now I'm here a'cryin', I, I, I

(Chorus x 2)

I'm gonna find him, my baby

I did too much lyin', wasted too much time,
Now I'm here a'cryin', I, I, I

(Chorus)

I've been around the world, lookin' from my baby
Been around the world, and I'm gonna
I'm gonna find him

(Chorus)

jackson after i told him a joke

jackson always look as though i have told him something funny. he likes to laugh like me. LOL

it is great to be at home....

i just spent the evening going to the club and bars. even though i was supposed to be having fun, all i could think about was being at home chilling with Jackson. i think he was feeling the same way. this is him playing around at 3 am. you would have thought he was the one that had the beers and not me. LOL :-)

Life’s TO DO LIST

for the life of me, i have been wondering what has been making me so down in the dumps. i am in a position financially and career wise where i do not need or want for anything. my health is better than it has been in years. i do not need anything around the house and jackson is already so spoiled that he could not need anything. so what is it that has me so anxious and moping around! it came to me in a flash.

i do not have a TO DO LIST for my life. when i became unemployed, i never did take the time to come up with a list of the things i want to do on a daily basis. there is nothing that i NEED to do at this point. well, with the exception of looking for a job as a rocket scientist, nobel peace prize winner, college professor or physicist. those are on the back burner for now.

when we have full time jobs, families and other obligations, these make up our TO DO LISTS for us. i do not have any obligations, i do not have a job and i do not have a family. i used to be a counter dependent person and i had multiple TO DO LISTS. a counter dependent person is the same as a co dependent person but the counter dependent person makes it so the co dependent person depends on and need them. i shook myself of that habit a long time ago. this is the 1st time in my life where i do not have another person depending on me. i just have myself and all is well in the taking care of me department.

the hardest part for me, right now, is trying to find something that will keep me mentally occupied. i need activities that will fit in line with my personality. no. i will not be volunteering anywhere. that is extremely depressing. you have someone here who deals with ADHD, bipolar and OCD and volunteering at a half way house, soup kitchen, or home for mentally retarded youth is not a good fit for me. this, is know for a fact!

i have a couple of resume’s and cover letters that i have to update for friends. after that is completed, i will be back to having nothing to do. i am taking the time between this moment and Monday at 6 am when i get out of bed to think of something to put on my TO DO LIST.

i would love some realistic suggestions. i have spent the majority of my life in the employ of others and i have spent the majority of my life taking care of others. i did not think it would be this hard trying to find ways to make myself happy.

monte

Back Online After Vista Crash

I am finally back up to 99.5 % computing capacity after being down since Monday. It has been a pain in the ass just getting back to 99.5% but that is something that I did on purpose. I wanted to test to see if I am as proficient with fixing my own computer as I am with fixing others.

On Monday, Microsoft decided to push the Service Pack 2(SP2) update for Vista to my computer. As people who deal with this type of thing know, Service Packs can become a nightmare. This was the case. If you have your computer to automatically receive updates from Microsoft, you can be opening yourself up to a world of issues without even knowing it. When these updates happen, it can be the same as putting a “legitimate” virus on your computer. Viruses wreck havoc with your computer and so can an update that does not properly install onto your system. Vista SP2 did not install properly onto my system. When I tried to go back and reinstall it properly, it would not install, when I tried to go back and do a system restore, it could not do that either because the SP2 update discards a lot of the Service Pack 1(SP1) files. I would be here explaining that mess all day long, so I am just going to give some tips on what you can do BEFORE you have to deal with a whole drawn out mess of getting your computer back up and running from SCRATCH like I did.

1. Make sure to make a backup disk of your system with all of the latest service packs, drivers and programs that you use.

2. Do a complete backup of your computer.

3. Do a backup of your media files such as documents, movies, pictures, music

4. Keep driver disks and website addresses readily available for your peripherals such as printers, mouse or other any other USB items that you use.

Right before my own crash, I decided to do these things. I chose not to use them just so I can see what the difference would be in doing this whole process from scratch. It is not fun. I could have had my computer back up and running in under an hour but I chose the long route. I hope my little test will be a warning to some of you to follow those steps I have given. It was not bad for me because I am used to the nonsense but it will not be so easy for others who do not do this on a regular basis. Also, those steps could save you hundreds of dollars in costly computer repair. It is up to you. Well, GOOD LUCK and GOOD TIMES!

Top 50 Internet Acronyms Parents Need to Know:

Top 50 Internet Acronyms Parents Need to Know:

1. 8 - Oral sex
2. 1337 - Elite
3. 143 - I love you
4. 182 - I hate you
5. 459 - I love you
6. 1174 - Nude club
7. 420 - Marijuana
8. ADR - Address
9. ASL - Age/Sex/Location
10. banana - Penis
11. CD9 - Code 9 - it means parents are around
12. DUM - Do You Masturbate?
13. DUSL - Do You Scream Loud?
14. FB - F*** Buddy
15. FMLTWIA - F*** Me Like The Whore I Am
16. FOL - Fond of Leather
17. GNOC - Get Naked On Cam
18. GYPO - Get Your Pants Off
19. IAYM - I Am Your Master
20. IF/IB - In the Front -or- In the Back
21. IIT - Is It Tight?
22. ILF/MD - I Love Female/Male Dominance
23. IMEZRU - I Am Easy, Are You?
24. IWSN - I Want Sex Now
25. J/O - Jerking Off
26. KFY -or- K4Y - Kiss For You
27. kitty - Vagina
28. KPC - Keeping Parents Clueless
29. LMIRL - Let's Meet In Real Life
30. MOOS - Member Of The Opposite Sex
31. MOSS - Member(s) Of The Same Sex
32. MorF - Male or Female
33. MOS - Mom Over Shoulder
34. MPFB - My Personal F*** Buddy
35. NALOPKT - Not A Lot Of People Know That
36. NIFOC - Nude In Front Of The Computer
37. NMU - Not Much, You?
38. P911 - Parent Alert
39. PAL - Parents Are Listening
40. PAW - Parents Are Watching
41. PIR - Parent In Room
42. POS - Parent Over Shoulder -or- Piece Of Sh**
43. PRON - Porn
44. Q2C - Quick To Cum
45. RU/18 - Are You Over 18?
46. RUH - Are You Horny?
47. S2R - Send To Receive
48. SorG - Straight or Gay
49. TDTM - Talk Dirty To Me
50. WYCM - Will You Call Me?

If you click on the acronym, it will take you to the netlingo page with the definition. This is useful for the more obscure acronyms at the top of the list.

Why are we afraid to embrace our talents?

This thought is running across my mind right now, due to having this conversation with people and presently asking myself this. There are many people that I encounter daily online that are very gifted in the areas of poetry, song, writing, digital arts, etc. Some are even very talented in the area of debate. When I ask them, “Why haven’t you done anything with your talent?” I end up receiving many excuses. I do the same thing myself. I am talented in the area of computer software maintenance. I assist friends and family regularly with the optimization of their computers. I never charge for this because I just look at it as a hobby. I am constantly being told that I should turn it into a career. I love doing this but I am afraid if I did it as a career that I would end up disliking it. I do it now as a stress reliever. I have to do some more soul searching to see if I would like doing it full time. There you have it! Without me realizing it, I made an excuse and I am not embracing my talent.

My original question is still unanswered. If anyone has an answer for me, I would love to hear it. I want an answer that can help motivate me to move forward. I know there are others out there who feel or has felt as I do right now. I cannot seem to come up with the answer on my own. I say it is fear of the future, but I feel it is more than that.

I would love to hear from you.

monte

monte @ party 071109 #2

monte @ party 071109 #1

now drunk @ 2:30 am

RCA VR5220-A Digital Voice Recorder

COST: $27.99 on Amazon.com

PROS: Easy to setup; Ease of use; Automatic Voice Activated

CONS: I have not owned it long enough to find any CONS. If I do, I will update.

Mary J. Blige (Ft. Drake) - The One

(Mary):
Them Other Girls You Done Bein With
None Of Them Got Nuthing On Me
Ain't Got My Style They Ain't Got
Nuuuuthing On Me Nuuuuthing On Me ,
Way I Walk Way I Talk My Swagger Look Around Everydude Wanna Have Her I Ain't Saying That I'm The Best But I'm The Best Hey Baby You Need That

(Chorus):
Stop looking for her, I'm the(x2)
Stop looking for her, I'm the one
Stop looking for her, I'm the(x2)
Stop looking for her, I'm the one
Ya Im Dat Boy Don't You Know Im The One(x4)

(Mary):
Let Me Break It Down If You Don't Get It
Quality Im Custom Fitted
Im'ma Say It Again
They Ain't Got Nuuuuthin On Me Nuuuuthin On Me,
Way I Walk Way I Talk My Swagger
Boy You Know Every Boss Wanna Have
Her I Ain't Saying That I'm The Best
But I'm The Best Hey Baby
You Need That

(Chorus):
Stop looking for her, I'm the(x2)
Stop looking for her, I'm the one
Stop looking for her, I'm the(x2)
Stop looking for her, I'm the one
Ya Im Dat Boy Don't You Know Im The One(x4)

(Drake):
Uhh uhmmm Ok I Got These Girls Queit Hype
Only Thing On Right Now Like A Night Light
While My Brother Wayne Rockin Out Like A White Strip
Im'ma Kill The Game Im The Young Money White Night
Plus Im Looking For The Right Type
Causious Of A Flud So I Always Lay The Right Pipe
West Put MarkyLifeLife
Plus I Go Hard With The Women That I Might Wife,
I Put The Ring On The Index Finger
So If You Wanna Keep Ur Girl
Please Don't Bring Her
I Bet Im The Type Of Guy That She Got A Thing
For You Would Block Me But This Ain't Jenga
Ya And She's Someone I Would Work With
Thats What I Could Tell
From What Shes Showing On The Surface
I Ain't Saying Im Requestin Anyone As Perfect
But I Just Need A Woman
That'll Make It All Worth It

(Chorus)(x2)
And Then Some Robotic Shit At The End

Me Drunk at 3:30 am

BLANK STARE @ today

it has been a while since i have experienced a solid day of depression, like i felt today. i was beginning to forget that i still have to deal with bipolar. the past few weeks gave me a false sense of mental security. TODAY slapped me up side my head to help me remember it is still there.

i did nothing at all today. i sat down in this chair at 8:30 am this morning and it is now 11:00 pm. i have no idea where the day went. i did not talk to anyone. i did not do anything productive. i did not complete any tasks that i have. i didn’t even feel like surfing the web. depression is a horrible feeling. what makes it even more horrible is when it jumps out of nowhere and mugs you and takes your senses. when you do start to feel better, you sit there with that blank stare wondering what in hell happened to you. that is what i am going through now.

i am off to bed. i will try to make tomorrow a productive day. i am also going to make sure that i am in bed before my mood cycles again.

GOOD TIMES! (not really!)

 

monte

RIP MJ. If I get 1 more MJ item in my inbox, you’re getting cussed!!!!

Now that MJ’s memorial is over, it is time for people to get back to business as usual. People should now stop with the sitting in break rooms at work talking about how GREAT he was, without having at least 1 of his albums in their collection. People should now stop with the mini detective work on behalf of MJ regarding his will, children, baby momma, his funds, etc. All of that energy could be put into getting a better job or furthering your education. HELL! Call your mom and tell her you love her since there is no need to search the internet hours upon hours looking for MJ news articles. Bloggers, if you are not on the payroll of TMZ, Star, US Weekly, etc., it is now OK to blog about other stuff. It is good that MJ’s death was able to break your writer’s block, but it is now time to get off your asses and FIND something new to write about. For my online MJ obsessed friends, it is now OK to change your avatar back to what it was or something else from the MJ one you immediately changed it to, upon the announcement of his death. Last but not least, my Multiply.com brethren, please, please, please use self restraint with posting MJ memorial slide shows, MJ memorial video presentations and enough with the MJ YouTube overload.

Please use the time until 11:59 pm tonight to get your emotional affairs in order. MJ is now gone. Act like it. No matter how much you want it to happen, NOW THAT HE’S DEAD, he is not going to give a surprise news conference announcing that he is coming to your city for a surprise performance.

Thank you in advance for your cooperation in not flooding my inbox with anymore MJ news, pictures, slide shows and videos.
Let’s have a moment of silence followed by an Amen!

monte

In Living Color - Dirty Dozens

LMBAO @ THIS!

UK Garage/House - Aly-us 'Follow me'

One of my all time favorite jams! Check the message in the song.

Another Saturday of nothingness….

now ends another Saturday of nothingness. i had planned to do quite a few things for the holiday but ended up doing nothing. this is not a complaint. i am just happy that i was able to spend another year chilling on the 4th with Jackson. this is the 4 year anniversary of when puppy-puppy 1st came home with me.

right now, i am sitting here listening to some old school Chicago house. i was so hyped listening to this that i almost got dressed and went out to the club. (i came back to my senses by the end of the song. phew!)

Jackson is running around as hard as he can. whenever he hears anything with a house beat, he stops listening to anything that i say and just start running around. i had to laugh to myself because i was the same way to my parents back in the day. at least he gets it honest. LOL

now, i get to set out my items i am going to work on for tomorrow. i find i get more accomplished if i do the prep work ahead of time. so i am going to get off of here and get ready for a fruitful tomorrow. well, i guess i will listen to some more house before i head off to bed.

i hope all enjoyed this day. take care and until we talk.

 

monte

Rihanna-Rehab

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept (?)
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Oh! You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Dog getting 4th of July payback LOL

YouTube - dog vs firework

This has to be some of the funniest crap I have seen in a long time. I can picture Jackson doing some mess like this. LMAO @ the thoughts!

WTF on the foolishness….

i know i said it before, but i am sticking to my guns, from now on. this is in reference to me commenting on the blogs that are popping up about celebrities and the foolishness that surrounds them. i am going to just KEEP IT MOVING from now on without commenting.

i go to the post thinking, “hey this may be a fun read.” low and behold, i start reading the post and comments and see the examples of where God given common sense has been thrown totally out of the window. i know, just like the next man, that sensationalism sales. i just want to know when did sensationalism and mindless prattle become the same thing. i understand that my brothers and sisters want to get the posts out there quickly so they will not be rehashing the same story of one of their fellow bloggers, but COME ON! can the original articles not be reread for facts, inflammatory statements, exploitative wording, etc. before these posts are served up to us readers as facts? i find myself, more and more, doing double the reading of posts. i read the post in front of me and then i have to go and read the original articles. this is time consuming and tiring. unlike myself, there are others that will just scan what is fed to them and this is where the fuggery begins. there are now 2 to 3 pages of comments from people who still do not know what the hell is going on overall. i am not saying that we should turn into sherlock holmes, columbo, magnum p.i. or (fill in 80s or 90s television private eye) just to read a blog post, but it would be nice to see some higher levels of common sense when interacting after reading and while responding to these postings.

this is just my opinion after reading yet another blog posting and comments on a situation that would have been yet another witch hunt, public lynching or some other form of mob foolishness that would be taking place due to public opinion, whether it was well founded or not.

IRRESPONSIBLE POSTING MAKES ME SICK!

monte