Today was a long day and it is still going.


I wanted to stop by to say HELLO! This evening is my evening to catch up on my chores and errands. After being home sick since last Thursday, I was too excited to go to work, renew my motorcycle registration and grocery shop today. I was getting a little punchy from being locked in my apartment.

Now I am off to do a little spring cleaning and to get my things ready for work in the morning.

I hope to talk to you soon.


Survey stolen from Ms. 911 heisted from someone else. lol


xirus dictionary

1. What time is it ?
6:15 pm

2. What's your full name?
xirus fordmontgomery

3. What are you most afraid of?
my paycheck not being direct deposited on time.

4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen on bootleg?
do you mean porn?

5. Place of birth?
little rock arkansas (how? i don't know either)

6. Favorite food?
Dominos Crispy Melt Pizza

7. What's your natural hair color?
the ones in my pants are black, brown and gray

8. Ever been to Freak Nick?
yes, this question brings back some naughty memories

9. Ever been skinny dipping?
nope. i used to work for the a government department that
studies things in our water supplies. i normally try to
wear full diving gear even while taking showers.

10. Love someone so much it made you cry?
yes. i got over that real quick though

11. Been in a car accident?
the other day a woman bumped into the back of my car and
tried to pretend it did not happen. you know she locked
those doors when i hopped out of my car. lmao

12. Croutons or bacon bits?
it all depends on the flavor of the croutons

13. Favorite day of the week?
any day when i am at home and still receiving a paycheck

14. Favorite restaurant?
BBQ's in the East Village

15. Favorite Flower?
imported black roses

16. Favorite sport to watch?
i have never actually watched sports

17. Favorite drink?
rum and coke with a lime twist

18. Favorite ice cream?

19. Warner Brothers/Disney?
can't think of any

20. Ever been on a ship?
every day on my commute to staten island

21. What color is your bedroom carpet?
reddish brown (i think) i am never in there longer than to pick out
something to wear

22. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
it depends on which state you are talking, i taken it for over 20 of them

23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail?
an old coworker on facebook

24. What do you do when you are bored?
all i can say is "porn is involved"

25. Bedtime?
after Jackson and i get in that last round of fetch and tug o war

26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest?
this is actually being completed in a blog

27. Who will least likely respond?
whoever clicks on my blog and finds it uninteresting

28. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their responses?
anyone who has the time. i sometimes like being up in others' business lol

29. Favorite TV shows?
anything anime

30. Last person you went to dinner with?
my best fried at Chili's

31. Park or Zoo?
park, if i am alone and zoo, if i am with others

32. What are your favorite colors?
black and royal blue

33. How many tattoos do you have?

34. How many pets do you have?
1 jack russell that you may have heard of

35. Which came first, the chicken or the egg?
i don't care. put some sauce on them and they both taste good.

36. What do you want to do before you die?
find out how some ugly people keep having beautiful children

37. Have you ever been to Hawaii?
thought about it but with the volcano's they take "dropping it
like it's hot" literally

38. Have you been to countries outside the U.S.?
i lived in 7 other countries

39. How many people are you sending this e-mail to?
it is going right up in my blog

40. Time this survey ended?
6:35 pm because i had to remember where i went to dinner last.

P. Diddy ft. Nicole Scherzinger - Come To Me





today was a horrible day. well, not so much. i stayed home with a cold today. it is the 1st cold i have had in a long time. since i cannot take cold medicines due to all of the other medication i take, i have to let a cold run its course without any assistance from cold medicines. so you know today somewhat sucked for the most part.

what made today bearable was finding a lot of house music online that was new to me. that is a good thing and a bad thing. if you are a house music nut like me then you know you have to sing and dance along with the songs. this left me almost hacking up a lung. also, this music makes Jackson really excited. i just gave him a mani and pedi this morning so you know those nails are sharp. i am scratched up because of it. you would think i was in a fight in the hood. loll

well, after we finish bouncing around to Deborah Cox Remixed CD, it is off to bed. it is hard to let the party end but tomorrow is another day and i have to go to work to pay the bills. later gators.


House is a Feeling


other people busting the same moves as me while i am in my bedroom in the mirror.... yes! i do dance like this!



today has been a very long day. i am so exhausted that my body aches. i thought i was going to be able to hang out  on line at least for a little bit.
it is now 9 pm and i am taking my ass to bed. let’s hope it’s pleasant dreams until the morning.




a random question just  traveled through my brain.  the question was, “what type of writing style do i want to use to put my thoughts to electronic paper?” i questioned myself about the thoughts i wanted to convey and how i wanted to convey them.  i asked myself, “do i want to be funny?”; “do i want to be serious?”; “do i want to be philosophical?” and etcetera.

my conclusion is as follows:

why don’t you have your black ass in bed at 2:00 AM? is it really necessary to be up in the middle of the night pondering this nonsense? are these thoughts going to enhance your day later on today? finally, are the questions going to get Jackson to sit his twirling ass down within the next 15 minutes?”

well, off to bed , i will try to go. i am going to play tug-of-war with Jackson for the next 15 minutes and then it’s “sorry about your luck buddy!”

have a great morning and make sure you get your HUMP-ON this HUMP DAY!!!!!





as i sit here thinking about my existence, i try to think of what would best describe it. it would be TOXICALLY BLOODY. 41 years ago i was born with blood that was clean, innocent and blissfully ignorant. in the amount of time between 13 March 1968 and today, i have learned the value of lies, deception,  duplicity, cunningness and chicanery.

is it really fair for the world to bestow such rotten values on a person who was born innocent? these values were instilled when i was an innocent person that had to deal with the verbal, mental and physical cruelties of a malevolent world. sometimes it is a wonder if i was really born innocent and ignorant or if i was morally bankrupt from birth but i let the actions of the world become the catalyst that brought me to the current “me” in this particular place in time.

the reason i say my existence is akin to TOXICALLY BLOODY, is due to i cannot honestly pass my life’s blood on to someone else due to it being tainted from my learned values. i cannot and would not pass on my blood to anyone because it would be hypocritical, self righteous and sanctimonious to try and lead by example when i have lies, deceit, duplicity, cunning and chicanery as my foundation. i am not a judgmental person. i have no right to be. time took that luxury away from me long ago.

with this realization, i spend my days trying to cleanse the toxicity from my blood for my own sake. i do not do this because i want to help anyone else or to be a role model for another misguided soul. i do this because i refuse to let my learned values turn me in a preachy, phony, smooth tongued charlatan preying on the TOXIC BLOOD of others.




it has been a long time getting to this point in my life. i have no regrets. there has been a lot of good and a lot of bad. i would not change a thing. i am just thankful that i have another year to share with you. at this moment, i am toasting to another year of ups and downs. take care.


An Interview with MONTE



Why did the chicken cross the road?

To get away from the fryer at Kentucky Fried Chicken

What was your last thought?

I need to be asleep in 10 minutes

Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?

Oreos and Iced Cold Milk is my daily breakfast

Favorite fruit?

Watermelon, Cantaloupe, Honeydew Melon mix

Are you a cat or a dog person?

I am a Jack Russell person

Define yourself in 3 words...

Unpredictable, Friendly, Anal

Do you eat cold cereal at night?

It is now 11:15 pm and I have a bowl of Wheaties

What is your favorite TV show?

Anything Anime

Kill the spider or let it out?

It depends on whether it is in my home or yours

Do you shower every single day?

It is my favorite activity of every day

Walking past a beggar, spare change or ignore?

Interrogate him on his use of the investment I just gave

Where do you want to travel next?

My Bathroom because it is about that time

What is your favorite food?

Boneless wings from Buffalo Wild Wings

Do you read harry potter books?


What is your favorite place?

My couch

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?

The power to wipe ALL advertising from the Internet

Have you had a beer in the last week?

Unfortunately NO

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?

Watermelon Gatorade mixed with Kool Aid

Flip flops or sandals?

Both only after a pedicure

What do you do on Fridays?

Rush to my remote and Anime Network

What is your favorite song of all time?

Any bouncing Chicago or New York House Track

Do you like bananas?

Only when I am feeling monkey




i have time to just say HELLO to my family. i wish that i had more time to be online. the funny thing is, since i am now somewhat my old self, i am getting more things accomplished during my evenings. last night was grocery shopping because there was only a bottle of Bacardi Dark in my fridge and nothing else. tonight was a trip to the cable company. in the process of checking my cable bill online at work, i noticed my total of $143. now, you KNOW i had to call the cable company and ask them what the HELL is going on. they started with the Basic this, Classic that and some other B.S. i told them that i do not even watch $10 worth of their lame programming. i had them cancel every cable item i was billed for and said i was bringing my DVR to the cable company myself. in order to get a prorated credit for my DVR, i needed to be at the Cable company’s office before 6pm. i had to leave work at 5pm, then come home and disconnect the wires from the DVR and remember to take the cord, DVR and remote with me. now it is 5:35pm. now the rush is on. image trying to get half way across town by 6pm in rush hour traffic. i ended up taking every back road i could take and gave a new meaning to “rolling stop”. i made it there just before they were about to shut the doors. i was still in the parking lot yelling YOU BETTER NOT LOCK THOSE DOORS!!!!! i guess they knew i was serious because i was the last and only customer that needed to be waited on. i am happy that is over with. i am now less 1 bill that really wasn’t needed.

i am off of here. i did not get a chance to pick up my Ambien today. it is not going to be a fun night for me. let’s see how that affects my day tomorrow, shall we?

this is good night to one and all. much love to you.






Just a QUICK NOTE to say TODAY was a good day. My days are more enjoyable as each passes. I am happy with LIFE. I cannot complain. I wanted to put my feelings for today down on electronic paper.



Quick Note Pad

what are some factors that would keep me offline?

i am thinking of excuses that i give to myself when i have not been online in a while. well, not necessarily excuses, but unconscious motivators that deter my interactions online. they are:

1. spending 12 hours online at work

2. not getting any rest the evening before

3. unfinished errands

4. mental exhaustion

5. unconscious internet surfing

6. multi hour phone calls

7. unfocused mental distractions

8. unnecessary technical internet endeavors

9. spending too much time at one website

10. becoming frustrated by being unsure of what to write

this list is a NOT “TO DO LIST” for me. by writing this list, it helps me identify the areas that i need improvement when it comes to blogging and relaxing in the evenings after work. i have control over all of these activities. they will no longer control me. i have given the flow of time over to others and issues long enough. i will adjust my thought processes to make this a more pleasurable experience for me.


New Drug for American Workers tired of the BS!



It is good to be back….


It has been a while since I have been able to come online and write. It is a good feeling to be able to share my thoughts and feelings again.
I had to take time to restore balance in my life. Things are so much different than the last time that I had written. Right now, the insomnia issue is no more. I no longer have the issue where I am not able to go to work and I am back at full strength.
It is amazing how things work out. It is like the past year of my life had been a horrible dream. I am glad to have awakened from it. The experiences of the past year are situations I would not want to wish on anyone.
I thank all who have been here for me mentally and spiritually. I am truly thankful for the love and the prayers. Take care and thank you for everything.

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