i am feeling a little tired this morning. i had a 2 hour session at the gym. i am relearning everything that i have forgotten. i am going to do this freehand without the structure of those workout websites. it always become a chore when i use them. i wish that i could go to bed right now but i have to go to Jefferson Mall to return some glasses. i don't know why i bought them in the 1st place. i knew that i would tire of the quickly. oh well. i live and i learn. i think i will take a short nap before i go. i have to write Harvey back 1st. Sabastian is running around driving me nuts with all of his whining. he wants to play. if i didn't have to leave back out i would play with him. i hope to when i get back. well, until later.
here starts another work week. i don't understand why i am so disorganized all of the time. i try but it doesn't seem to work for me to be organized. i knew that i had to go back to work this evening and i am just now going to the laundry. i should have gone to the gym. i didn't do that either. i should have returned email and phone calls and i am just now getting to that. what is my problem! i lounged all weekend. i guess that's a good thing. i am sure that my production will be good this evening due to it. i can't wait until wednesday! i get my DVR box. woo hoo! i get to watch my Adult Swim again. i am off to do laundry. i spent the morning cleaning up the mess that i made around here this weekend. i forgot to add- i made 100% production for the week last week. this is the 1st time for me in EM's. it's like doing KFI production again for me. :)
i am in a good mood. life is getting back to normal. we got our AIP printouts last night. i am going to have a nice chunk of change for my savings account. i can't wait. also, i am back to returning email and just getting into a normal routine. i am going in at 8 pm tonight. i like living in my new place. i like the freedom of being able to do whatever i want without worrying about anyone else. i like being around other people but i like this freedom also. i am in the process of planning a dinner for coworkers. i hope that everyone can make it. we will see. i am really tired right now. see ya tomorrow.
i am happy that this work day is over with. i ended up taking the medication that my doctor gave me and it made me drunk. i just wanted to go to sleep and do nothing else. i went to waffle house and got some food. maybe that will help get some energy. i need to pack and i haven't done anything. :( well off to manual labor land i now go.
i am in a frustrated mood today. i just got in from the doctor and he put me on a bunch of new medicines. i am not going to get that much sleep before work and i still have my anxieties. i told my doctor about the panic attack the other night and how depressed i am. i told him that i am thinking of harming myself or others. the good news is the fact that i got my taxes done. thank goodness that is over with for another year. i will be glad when we get our bonuses. i know that's not spent yet. i can finally get ahead with things. i am excited about my move. i can't wait. 1 day closer. today is sabastian's birthday. i was going to buy him something but i thought against it. it will just be another thing to move. i will get him something in the new place. :-) i am about to fall out of this chair. nappy nap time.